I haven't felt like writing lately. I've been pretty tired and bummed out lately. I hate school and I'll always hate school, though it makes me feel stupid. I really need to get in shape because I am way out of it. I think I'm going to try and lose twenty pounds this year, and if I can, I'll at least get down to a normal size and can run around without having to stop. It kind of depresses me to be so out of shape, but I've been out of shape all my life and it sucks. I want to be able to run and walk around.
I also don't like college because the kids there are so dumb, I wanted to go to a nice college with kids who actually cared and wanted to be there. It seems like some of the kids here are doing it for health insurance or just trying it and don't actually want to be in school. I don't really want to be either because of that and because I really don't like driving. Anyway, I'm probably going to get ready for bed, because I didn't do much else besides talk to Carbon.
Oh, and the other day I got tickets to the Ted Leo concert on March 3rd, I honestly think that is going to rule, I even got a ticket for Carbon. It would be nice to go with someone my age who actually likes that kind of music though. I hate having such odd taste because there's no one around here I can relate to. I honestly hate American Idol by the way, Carbon told me she watches it today and that made me kind of sad because it's such a dumb show, at least to me. It just seems wrong that some asshead who goes to karoke night every once a week should get a record deal and a bunch of dumb fans, it seems like that kind of stuff should go to real singers and musicians who work their asses off to learn theory and technique. These people can't even write songs or read music, yet the real musicians are toiling away underground and don't get the chance they deserve because of these media whores. I want to move to Canada so bad sometimes it's not even funny. Good night.
*Racecar*
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