I'm sick again. I'm super lazy again, too. I did most of my homework that was due Friday yesterday, and didn't do any of it today. I instead spent the day hanging out with my old friend FiFi. We went to Wal Mart and Job Lot, since those places had gotten bigger and moved into new places, so she hadn't seen them. We didn't buy anything though. We also went to the church where her uncle works, and she told him about all the troubles in her family. I couln't believe the things that she had gone through. She even told me a bit about the things Carbon has been going through. I felt bad for her, I thought she had this perfect boyfriend and decent life, but I guess he was controlling. She broke up with him, I guess (actually, I know, I check her Facebook sometimes, but I didn't want to tell FiFi that).
We also watched Princess Tutu, which she loves now, too. We played Wii Fit, which gave her the Wii Fit age of 33, which sucks, because my Wii Fit age when I first played was 41. Now it's down to 21, and I've been playing for almost a year now. I even managed to get working out done today. I also played a bit of guitar, but not much.
I'm honestly feeling pretty sick, and I've been so since Monday. I thought that resting yesterday would get it out of me, but it really didn't. I'm going to try and go to bed soon, in hopes that that might work. I know I'm pretty sick because I haven't even been eating much. I had breakfast before FiFi came over, then had lunch with her, and that was pretty much it. But we had hot dogs and beans for lunch, which usually leaves me hungry hours later.
We also got some candy at Benny's (it's really an all purpose type store, but it's mostly automotive and home tools along with toys) and played Skip Bo, which was fun. I hope to play with her again soon. Not to mention that we are going to hopefully hang out on Tuesday. We might be going to the mall with Renesmee, since R wants to get a Jacob from New Moon cut out and Fi wants to try on Bella's dress in Hot Topic. Yes, they are Twilight freaks, but I'm not. I honestly don't like Twilight at all, but if it makes other people happy, who am I to deny them?
I think I've started to learn to just let people have what they want. I mean, all I really want in this life is to be happy. I don't know what exactly makes me happy, since it seems to change from time to time, but it mostly means being around those I care about, doing things I love. Still, it's all so vague, even now. The people I enjoyed being around five years ago are people I might not hang around with now. At least, one of them is, if not more. Though I have to say, I chalk it up to change on their part, not mine. (If you're wondering, I mean Dancer, I have to admit, I'm mad at her for not being my friend anymore because I watch/read Bleach, since it's not porn like she thinks it is).
Anyway, I need to get some rest so I can be a little more awake and stuff tomorrow. I'll try and read some diaries if I can. Sorry I'm so inactive lately.-*Rukia*
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