Attack! Attack! Attack!
They're all gunning for me
Attack! Attack! Attack!
Thery're all running for me
Grab me by my arms and legs
Shove me in a box
Treat me like I have the plague
Why do some girls sit so happily?
Why can some live just like me?
Yet they're free
And I am trapped within the cell
Of those who hate me
And I think I am doomed
To rust away
Just like my car
I wish I could just rust faster
Why am I alone?
Will I be dragged away?
Away to live like Robert Schumann?
Only I have no Clara
No one to comfort me and love me
No one to wait for me to be well
I am trapped here, I just want to go
No one will let me go
I just want to be held,
To be loved in someone's arms
Take care of me please
Take my car away, my computer, my iPod
Take it all away
I am a barbarian, I will only crush what I touch
I would crush you, too
Don't let me touch you, don't let me near you
My love will only hurt you more
I hope only the best for you
I wish you could be my man
I want you by my side right now
You could hold me tight, kiss my tears away
I would be so happy with you in my heart
I feel like Inuyasha, half demon, half human
I cannot separate the two, they are stuck to each other
I want to be human to be with you
But the demon inside me always wins
I can't show you the real me
The one that lies beneath all this
I think that I will be trapped forever
I worry I am desitned to her fate
I wish that I could leave this Earth
Everything right now hurts
How do some people live
With all the bad things they have done?'
I can barely look in the mirror anymore
I don't want to be around myself
Can't stand the person I am
The person I wil be
I see it all,
I am a demon, a Frankenstein of a human
Please just let me go
Let me free of this pain right now
I don't want to hurt
I don't want to see you anymore
You don't mean to, but you hurt me
I don't want to weather this alone
There's no way anyone would stand by me
Not through this, not with who I am
I see other girls go through worse
And they are not alone
What is wrong with me?
Why do I not inspire love
In the heart of anyone?
Why am I the one on the outside?
Why am I here?
Is there a purpose to this life I lead?
A meanging in my tears?
I do not see it.
I see no purpos.
I see black, no light.
My life is lonely and dark
I wanted to be hope
The last one out of Pandora's box
I wanted to be a shining beacon in a time of darkness
I cannot be
I have killed all that I love in this world
Every hope I had I destroyed
I have to resing myself to this
I wish I could be what everyone wants
But it feels too late
Jasper is dead
My sanity died with him
Let my life be a lesson
Let me give something to this world
Of all the worst,
I thought I was capable
I swore that I was
I am not.
<< Tuesday, Dec. 19, 2006@4:19 p.m.>>